Finally a post that is on time, and maybe the last in some weeks. I am getting the help and such that I need, working on deadlines that I have set for myself, and also thinking about doing a little silly project of mine on instagram. This I call "A month of self portraits". Every day through October, I'll just post a picture of myself. Why.. I have no idea really. Maybe just to see what happens. #everything, and maybe the world is as shallow as we believe it to be. Though it's perhaps just me wanting to feed into my vanity again. It's been awhile. Call it a self experiment. Is that shallow? Mayhaps.
Though to be honest, I don't believe the world is shallow at all. It's a complex and neatly spun web of organized chaos, full of complex beings who look at each other as shallow pieces following the masses.. who knows. Maybe we all actually are.. Following cookie crumbles and cupcake pieces to our designed path down the road. All I really want to do is just paint and create things, that's most likely me following the trail of cookies and cupcake crumbs. I say it over and over again, and I am doing that too. Not just saying it, but constantly creating.
Production is going a bit slow these days, but I am back at least. I just have to remember to take some time off from the world to be able to take care of myself as well. Set of time to listen to my body and my mind.
And when my head throws me the sounds of drones and misery, my body tells me to punch it in the face, so I run, I swim, I do something physical in order to shape that sound. In the same way as I changed the face of my works. From the visually gritty, to the bright and silly. Same feeling, just another visual form.
Well.. I'll be back some day.. 5th of November seems nice.
Meanwhile.. follow my works at the social media thingie, and I will update you on life when I am back on this blog.
(Here is sadbot.. sadbot is sad, "Tasukete", 2016)