(photo from an art jam at Rock Cafe in Prague, during the Suicide Commando show. I kinda found this more interesting, though the gig was amazing! )
Prior to this I was on welfare, I was depressed, struggled with anxiety, sleeping issues and so on for the past years. Last time I wrote, it had all gone down more and more, but there was only one thing I knew that would get me further, and that was having a full daily routine again. To work and have a proper structure in my already chaotic mindset.
I am still struggling with some issues, but grabbing the demons by the horns and piggybacking them onwards to adventure seems to be constantly helping. Your demons can push you forwards, if you can face them, but facing them is hard... very hard.
Things are going great here, and I am still painting more or less every day, exploring, going on adventures, and really treasuring the time I have.
For once I feel happy. I have frustrations, anger, and waves of emotions hammering me, but still I feel happy. Stronger. Enough to, and ready to punch life in the face and hug it!
That being said. Here is some requested picture spam from my life here! I am sorry for not really posting much anymore, but I should really do an overhaul on my page here. Add my new works etc. And I will eventually.
Meanwhile please go follow my instagram at:
I update it frequently ^^
Have a beautiful weekend shines <3